Hand in hand, and we will overcome

Over a week had passed since the M9.0 quake in Miyagi and Ibaragi and the nuclear plant issue in Fukushima. People's mind are more settle and trying to move on. (Still need more time for those who lost their love ones... ) A lot of thinking have been going through my mind, clear and unclear, answered and not answered... can't imagine for those in the disaster areas, they must be more confused, frighten, afraid, lonely and sad...

I felt:

Fear... afraid of another big quake coming?? afraid of dying?? afraid of suffering?? afraid that my babies will be injured and I'm not around... afraid that my love ones will be hurt and sad??

Sadness... sad for those that lost their love ones, sad for those that have to choose his father or mother at that moment, sad for those who are blaming themselves, sad for those who is lost in the path to tomorrow, sad for those animals that lost their master and are wondering around...

Guilt... that my family and babies are well and fine, that we are eating more than enough and enjoying every kind of food, that we have hot water for shower and heat to keep us warm, that I can do nothing much to help...

Shame... that we loose nothing and still worry so much, that my mind and soul is comfort by a victim's words...

Her words:

そして、最後に、被災者としてお願いします。
経済を衰退させないでください。
地震と原発問題が落ち着いたら、私たちは復興に向けて動き出します。その時に、日本経済が衰退してしまうと復興するのに時間がかかったり、せっかく復興しても働く会社がなくなってしまったりします。
そんな二次、三次災害が起きないよう西の皆さまは、今までのように笑って、食べて、飲んで、遊んでください。
笑っていてくれたら、私たちもさらにがんばれます。
一緒になって下を向く必要はありません。（私たちも下は向いていませんが（笑））


そしてそして、いつも節電のご協力ありがとうございます。
私たちは電気があったから、飢えをしのぐことができ暖を取ることができました。湯たんぽがあったから、風邪もひかずに過ごせてます。
本当にありがとうございます。

無理だけはしないで下さいね。
寒かったら電気も使ってください。いっぱい着込んで暗い中で食事なんてしないで下さいね。
使うときは使ってください。
ココロにゆとりがなくなると下を向いてしまいます。
適度に息抜きしながら楽しみましょう！

As a victim's wish, please do not let the economy go down.

We will start to recover when the quakes and nuclear plant issue is settled. If Japan's economy goes down, we will need more time to recover, will have no companies to work at.

People from the west, don't let 2nd disaster and 3rd disaster happen. Laugh, eat, drink and have fun as usual.

Your laughter gives us strength to fight.

There is no need to face down with us. (we aren't facing down (laugh))

And, and, thank you all so much for saving power.

With the power, we are able to avoid hunger, we are able to get heat. And we are able to make hot-water bags to keep us warm and away from the flu.

Thank you very much.

Please just don't push yourself too hard.

When you feel cold, use the power. Don't go wearing lots of clothes and eat in the dark.

Use when you need to use it.

You will face down when you don't have ease.

Just relax and enjoy together!

I know there is nothing much I can do to help... at least to let the people who read this post to know some reliable charities and accurate information on the nuclear plant. And let us pray for those who's heart is broken and still trapped in the day. May light shine into their hearts and let hope be born again.

Donations:

Japanese Red Cross Society: http://www.jrc.or.jp/english/relief/l4/Vcms4_00002070.html

24 Hours Television (only available in japanese): https://cr.ntv.co.jp/24htv/charity/

Doraemon Charity Fund: http://www.tv-asahi.co.jp/doraemonbokin/

Japan Animal Welfare Society (JAWS) (only available in japanese): http://www.jaws.or.jp/information/detail/data_39.html

Information for nuclear plant from IAEA:

http://www.iaea.org/newscenter/news/tsunamiupdate01.html

My favorite music pix from 2010

I love taking photos of local musicians performing live. Here are my favs from last year.

More Do-It-Yourself Therapy

I've come to the conclusion that my current DIY obsession is a form of self therapy. The act of keeping the hands busy, keeping the mind focused on the project at hand—it's very meditative and calming. It keeps anguish and unnecessary fretting at bay. It soothes the heart from aching and wanting.

Composition in Glass

I love this curried chicken salad with spiced chickpeas and raita recipe from Epicurious for its pretty, dainty presentation. Composing the layers was like painting. It was gorgeous to see the turmeric-colored chickpeas lying on a bed of white raita. The sprinkle of almonds was a lovely finish. It was a lovely dish to have as we enjoy a bit of early spring weather here in San Francisco. This dish is great by itself, on crackers, or wrapped in a sturdy lettuce leaf.

Handmade Decorations for Chinese New Year

Like Christmas, there are plenty of tacky, commercial decorations that can be bought on the cheap for Chinese New Year. I have a couple myself that seem a little lovelier than the typical fare. But I thought I'd make some by hand to add to this year's decor. I found some helpful instructions from Folding Trees for making kusudama balls.

Farewell To My Old Baby

This Sunday, Wasabi crossed over to join his brother Mushu. We are grateful that we were able to say goodbye to him at home, with him laying on his favorite sofa, surrounded by his loved ones.

DIY Obsession

I've got a case of Do-It-Yourself fever. So far in the new year, I have made, here at home, with my own hands (albeit with the help of several home appliances):

– a jar of soymilk

– seven jars of yogurt

– thirty muffins

– sixty gyoza/wonton dumplings

– two batches of soup with homemade broth

– a loaf of bread

– a steam basket tower full of Hubei pearl meatballs

– finished sewing my Christmas felt dove ornaments

– (and right now, I'm in the middle of folding some kusudama flower bouquets for Chinese New Year!)

While it is food-heavy right now, this fixation with homemade started with fabric, before Christmas. I bought over a dozen fabric patterns, one after the other, from Purl Soho. I got these beautiful hand-stitched buttons from a super talented embroiderer in England. I also bought a handmade wreath, three handsomely-sewn decorative elf stockings, and several packs of holiday cards from Etsy, the online exchange for all kinds of amazing handmade goods.

So why do I get such a high from DIY? Let's see...

• I feel more satisfied. It feels really gratifying to be feeding my loved ones and filling my home with wholesome goodness that I've made with my own hands.
• I appreciate and care for things more. I find that I take better care of things; I'm not as rough or careless; I'm more thoughtful about throwing out stuff. And that feels good—it feels like a good Zen practice of living with more awareness!
• I consume less and get higher quality. Not that I spend any less $$, but by choosing to pay more for quality handmade goods, I buy less stuff in exchange for better craftsmanship and materials. Less junk in the house, less mess, less carbon footprint on Earth!

I guess I can thank my dear sister partly for this influence, inspiring me to take out my sewing machine again, and not to be so wasteful!

Sticking with it

I'm a resolutions person. I recall as far back as secondary school in Hong Kong, writing up goals, and clear plans and timetables to fulfill them.

I love taking the time to reflect on the year past, what I am proud of and thankful for. I love looking ahead, envisioning where I want to take my life, evaluating where it is now, and feeling out where I need to focus for the following year. I'm not alone—this is the time of the year when blogs and magazines are chockfull of resolutions-themed articles. I think it's a beautiful ritual of humanity, to not just be swept away by daily survival, to want to ponder, review, dream and hope.

But resolutions often get broken, cast away and forgotten along the year. Here's a tip using basic human psychology to increase your chances of sticking with it: COMMIT.

I'm not being facetious. I'm being literal.

1. Commitment means not being wishy-washy and general. Be clear and focused, and make your resolutions actionable.
2. Commitment isn't just thinking about some things you may do. Tell yourself you'll do them.
3. Better yet, commit in writing. A contract with yourself. A poster. A collage.
4. Even better, commit in public. Tell your family and friends about your resolutions. Write a blog post. Put it on Facebook.

The more you do to commit, basic human psychology will come to play, and motivate you to be consistent and stick with your commitments. That's why people sing national anthems, couples celebrate wedding anniversaries, organizations encourage members to display their affiliation. Commitment and consistency are wired into human behavior. (You can read more about the psychology of influence here.)

One more personal tip for sticking with your resolutions—write a "quick-how" list every month. Revisit your resolutions, and write out a list of quick, fun, easy things you can do that month to fulfill your resolutions. That way, your action of commitment is constantly renewed!

Creative Fire

Ten words about me.

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1. Fiery

2. Passionate

3. Driven

4. Dynamic

5. Intelligent

6. Spirited

7. Artistic

8. Determined

9. Focused

10. Fearless

Feel the force of my fiery creative intelligence.

I will move mountains and cross oceans to manifest my dreams.

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Woke up feeling beleaguered. This exercise was a good antidote. And a hot cup of tea!

The Secret Piece

Unlock the lock of the secret garden in your heart, fill it with the antique romance that is sometimes sad and sometimes sweet.

秘かに秘密の庭の鍵をあけてご覧。。時には酸っぱい、時には甘いアンティークの香りで包んみあげてください。

Flourish it with the golden rose and kortrijk soul.

柔らかく照らす薔薇の色とコルトレイクの宝で満ちて、

Allow your day to be special in all ways.

素敵なひと時を過ごすようと願います。